Terrorism, subjected to illegal psychological warfare and a smear campaign/propoganda, in a theater of operations, using CBH protocol's, religious values
Reminder: If you are a perp or participate in this program, either on disinformation campaigns, torture or as a bystander, remember you participate in the brutal torture of children, women and men around the world. Don't forget there's blood in your hands. You are a murderer.
@wallyrashid I can't see these posts anymore it's beyond belief, this world is a sick and evil place to let shit like this happen as the world watches on and no one's doing anything about it or will do, this will just carry on, how can the world just watch on like this and do nothing!!!
Trauma survivors don't share their story for "attention." Most of the "attention" most survivors have ever received for speaking out has been profoundly negative.
If they're taking the risk to share their story, they're doing so hoping it can connect them w/ care, not "likes."
@lexanfs Sorry for your situation there's nothing you can do I'm afraid other than try to convince your closest people that they are lying about you, sorry, it's tough I know
I've never ever lied about some of the evil that was done to me or made up stuff about it,I was never running any kind of smear campaign against anyone and I've only spoken the truth about it,I had a nice normal life once,now they got to my parents even more,this is getting crazy
Hate being branded as a narcissist,I don't have some of those traits,I've just been betrayed so badly by people,it's just theatre after theatre,I don't know how to fix this mess now,everyone's kind of gone hostile on me and won't level with me,I miss being a dad and a husband
Just want to go back in time before all this started,there was just no need for it,it's not just the govt,it's the deep state that's on my case for some reason,gosh man,why me,I was quite happy living in my delusion and was on my way to make amends,don't have deep historic issues
There's a few things I'm being accused of which I just do not have,all this materialism,jealousy and envy,I'm competing,neither am I malicious by intent,I just didn't have the insight at the time,I've been messed with so bad it's unbelievable,got fond memories of life till this
Emotional day,festive day,memories everywhere of what was once a family,where we sat to eat,the kids running around,have to stay grounded and remember who I was before all this madness started,I was bombarded psychologically for years and years in every way you can imagine
I'm a lot of things,one thing I've never been is competitive in anything,neither do I choose material things over what really matters to me,your not always going to have what you had and it's never bothered me in the slightest,neither do I get off on someone's suffering,it's sick
Can't believe my life is here, tomorrows supposed to be a festive day and I'll be spending it without my children,I've been disgraced and humiliated to everyone,and I've humiliated myself as well as all this for 7years has messed me up so bad,left me so confused and traumatised
@Ryan_Daigler I've been accused of this and sold to everyone in my life yet I've never been evil or used any of my children like that and loved them to bits and lost them all in the end!
Guess I was the bad guy but not to the extremes it's being made out,my psychology is so messed up when pitched into this,I'm feeling at my normal level now,everyone's played me it seems,wish I could just have an honest heart to heart when I'm just normal,miss the kids,hard
Somewhat of an escape to some normality,lot to reflect on,the ones that were kind of there I shunted,despite all this madness I've been under for 7 years my mum still tried to help in her own way,messed up bigtime,I just don't like this layer stuff,feel like a bad person now!
@RamonaNewtonJC Thanks, brought some of this on myself,so messed up psychologicaly and emotionally,to be fair when I was in psych ward they visited me without fail and other stuff,I just don't get the betrayal which upsets me as I've lost everything in the world mainly my family
I don't understand how family can do this to me,I couldn't do this to child in a million years or anyone come believing any lies about them,they all developed amnesia when I was looking after everyone once and everything,so much betrayal,I'm supposed to be a narcissist apparently