Why do black people get so mad , about white people calling them niggers , but don’t get mad about the fact that they work for a system that marginalizes niggas every fuckin day in every medium ( NFL , NBA , HOLLYWOOD ) ? We pick and choose when we wanna be mad lmao
My whole issue wasn’t making money and then having to find “purpose” or decide what I wanted to do to express my joy, it was that I was already happy before making any money and had no desire to make the shit, really hated the idea of having to have it and only did it because of bills and basic life stuff, for me the hard part wasn’t finding Purpose to live because I was happy to be alive
but instead it was having to find a reason to GIVE A FUCK about making money outside of just being rich, status, or objects because I really didn’t give a damn about that stuff and didn’t need it to feel security or safety because I could feel that on my own with or without money but as I have been crafting that vision in my head more clearly it has been easier to stack money since I have found a reason I give a damn about enough to inspire me to run it up
Kinda how you might not care about money fr but if you have a kid then you’ll gladly make money for your kid, once I found something to devote myself too then making money got easier and more fulfilling and fun I guess you can say, idk