I know of this because my grandfather was a survivor. That shit was so sad. They had little boys who were mentally ill and couldn't even function properly to try to escape. My grandpa went into great detail about his experience and suffered greatly from this.
I gained 5 pounds because of breastfeeding. I eat wayyyyy more now than I did when I was pregnant. I got me FXCKD UP. I'm on it now. I done pissed myself off ๐ญ