It’s not as devastating as before but still very surreal adjusting to a reality where I can’t trust my intuition when it comes to what matters most to me.
I really REALLY don’t want to become a downhearted person but..- it doesn’t feel natural or right but-.., if what has felt ”right” to me up until this point lead to THIS then whatever I’ve been doing, feeling, knowing is not a match to reality. And maybe it has to be like that.
Very grateful I didn’t need to take the earlier train to the airport because there was an 80(!) minute delay (due to the typhoon) for that one and I only had to wait 5 min for mine😮💨 #ギリギリでいつもetc