Ellie ୨ᰔ୧

ㅤㅤ “ I don't want to follow the same beat everyone else wants me to.”
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ🌷 Ilya Rozanov's niece 🌷

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

ㅤㅤㅤ| I'm Trying, I Promise |
ㅤ | Now a Stained, Grey Sheep |
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︵‿₊୨ Elmira Lilya Rozanova ୧₊‿︵

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ㅤ⠀⠀⠀˛ my only desire in this world is to love and 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 . ՙ

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[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ MASTER THREAD

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

Her voice is more stable but raspy, pushing the pain and emotions deeper beneath herself.
Focus.

ㅤ "C. .can I come tomorrow?"

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

ㅤThought Impossible for Ilya to see her, Elmira nods, a hum of confirmation followed right after.
Drawing another breath she realizes that it would perhaps be bettter to reply tham to just assume Ilya would understand her answer.

ㅤ "Yes. .yes.
Please, Uncle."

Suddenly

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[Ilya Rozanov @rvssianrage]

It took Ilya a moment to truly understand the implication behind Ellie's words. But when it did, his heart felt like fractured glass. Her journals being discovered, her privacy invaded, the abuse that was now just only beginning...

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

how to deal with girls like you first thing in three days. We're going to tour it."

ㅤ Looking Elmira up and down, she sneers. "Clean yourself up. You look like a mess."

Shaking hands retrieve the phone again, pressing it against her cheek Ellie speaks again.
"Uncle. ."

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[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

@MESSYSKING mm. .cолнышко, baby

[ deeper and lower her trail goes, a wetter kiss left in between his pecks as she trails down the line of his torso, hands moving from beside his body to move down after her; starting at his shoulders ]

my good boy. .

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

@MESSYSKING [ a pleased hum, continuing to travel with her lips; over his other shoulder, over his adam's apple before traveling to his collarbones ]

hmh. .perfection

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

@MESSYSKING you tell me if kisses get too much. .or if nickname too much

you are the prettiest man; pretty men deserve to relax [ slow kisses over his shoulders, over his jaw ]

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

handing @rvssianrage a gift. even with the last 7 months being a lot she has not forgotten his birthday.

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

bringing @RUSSlANGLORY the gift she got him.
as well as a letter..

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

@MESSYSKING That it has. .

Lay on your back like a good boy, I'll give you desired kisses

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

✨️: good night all people in my phone

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

It hurts."

ㅤㅤ Finally, Elmira's voice cracks again, and as if she had been made to 12 years old again watching a childrens movie with Ilya, she says.

"I'm scared, Uncle. . ."

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

ㅤㅤ Even hearing Ilya was enough for her to try and calm herself down though not as successful; they would be here all night.

Instead of it, she'd keep going, almost like a damm of emotions had been broken too heavily for it to be shut again.

Stuttering Russian would

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[Ilya Rozanov @rvssianrage]

The phone rang once. It rang twice. At the third ring, Ilya let out a groan, tossing onto his side, scrambling blindly at the nightstand, his eyes still closed.

𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

[Ellie ୨ᰔ୧ @WritingOwnLife]

bad daughter."

The sob builds up and goes past her oips, she can't really explain everything, it blends together so well. Andrei's words especially; they'll stick, but in this state all she knows is that she is scared.

ㅤㅤ Careful fingers touch her cheek.
"He hit me. .

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