I just want to experience a season of life where I'm not always recovering from something. I get that life isn't fair and that you have to just keep going. But I’m tired man.
People think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think, i don't respond to things, nothing is interesting, i just feel empty. not sad, just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard.
i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout today i will not crashout
Ive learned to keep my mouth shut and plan behind scenes whenever shit get weird. I dont wanna be a bother to anyone so best believe im finna be the most locked in ive ever been.