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screams in the void
ugw: death
cw: too high

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Here goes my pinned

cw: 160 lbs(?) / BMI 28 | gw: 140 lbs | ugw: 100lbs | lw: 120lbs

unpinning when I lose 10 #edrtwt

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@pinkswirlys PLEASE i need it so bad

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its fine its fine... Im walking a lot

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Fuck this and fuck my life I ate like so many calories and I want to cry

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I CAN SKIP SUPPER TOMORROW AND 24 HOUR FAST IM SO HAPPY

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@pupgirlpow Its hard because even at my lw bmi 19 I still felt big :( I think if I get back to that size tho ill actually appreciate it again

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Thursday accountability-
cw (?) lost (?)
Didnt go to work today because my period kept me up all night. Managed to fast for 17 hours. Having my breakfast because of my meds, but im hanging out with friends tonight so I might be able to pull off a 24 hour fast

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Here goes my pinned

cw: 160 lbs(?) / BMI 28 | gw: 140 lbs | ugw: 100lbs | lw: 120lbs

unpinning when I lose 10 #edrtwt

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felt like eating and breaking my 32 hour fast but I measured my hips at 107cm and thought YEAH NO BACK TO STARVING FATTY HAHAHA

[Scott of eatingtwt 🍖🤍 @gymtar0]

I'VE LOST THIS WEIGHT BEFORE

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@kcalomad hii moots?

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I CAN SKIP SUPPER TOMORROW AND 24 HOUR FAST IM SO HAPPY

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all my problems can be traced back to me being r*ped multiple times as a 10 year old so now im stuck feeling uncomfortable in anything but my own misery

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I fucking hate how gross and fat I feel I despise my ugly body I want to cut it off!!

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fuckk period and restriction doesnt mix well i feel so bloated and fat 😞

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@lilmanbigdick Im so much at 2 right now. But im going into 3 and hoping to reach 4 loll

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"im glad you chose recovery" IM NOT

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@inl0vewthepain suffered from anorexia since I was 18 but im still overweight (even tho I was underweight a couple of times before...) so yeah I relate

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@urgirlcode I used to be 120lbs and im 160lbs now... It makes me so sad

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@kosheiru My heart condition got more severe (cant do any cardio even on meds without serious risk) and my muscle atrophy seemed to stay... also my brain im so dumb...

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Dude I took a picture with my hand in it and realized how fucking chubby and disgusting it looked... ew ew ew what the fuck is this?? why am I so fat and disgusting I hate myself

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how it feels going on my 11 followers dead account while having 1.5k followers on my main and being a known artist in a small ish fandom space