Making friends shouldn’t be so difficult, but when someone sees you now as you are… everything that made you who you are from your past seems like the fake part.
The best and worst part about moving somewhere new and starting over after a crazy life is that once you assimilate and try to get close to new ppl they don’t believe anything about that crazy life you lived and it makes it really hard to try and connect to anyone.
It’s almost as if I have to be fake or lie about who I am and how my life used to be. I don’t want to, but when you grew up around what I did and did the things I did and then ppl see me now as just this nice guy that makes music and plays video games they can’t imagine my past.