The last ngga I let in was literally the LAST ngga. I’m coo on situationships, relationships, friendships, all of it. You nggas do not play fair when it come to a mf feelings. It’s like y’all beg a mf to fwu only to turn around & start acting weird asf. If I already explained to you wtf I’ve been through, told you I ain’t wanna go through that sht again. Why tf would you even attempt to put me through it? My trust so fcked up I don’t believe sht a ngga say. Y’all don’t know how to genuinely fw people.🤏🏾🤌🏾
I’ll be the first to admit I’m not always as unbothered as I act❕😭 A lot of sht bothered me this year❕ A lot of situations hurt me deeper than I let people know❕ I accepted half love from half așś people, kept showing loyalty to people that secretly didn’t even deserve me & kept forgiving sht that was slowly breaking me mentally😮💨 I done cried in silence, overthought myself to sleep, isolated myself from everybody & questioned my own worth behind the way people treated me❕ & what hurt the most wasn’t even strangers… it was realizing the people I loved the hardest could watch me struggle, hurt me, disappoint me & still sleep peacefully at night😭 I swear having a good heart in this generation dangerous asf because people will take advantage of you until you completely drained❕ Then act shocked when you finally go ghost, stop caring & move different❕ I spent too much time giving people grace that never gave a damn about the damage they caused me❕🖤
Behind closed doors, I've done so much for people... real help, real support, no cameras, no credit. So when my name come up, don't just run with whatever story sounds good... Tell that part too! Tell them how I showed up when I ain't even have to. Tell them how I poured into people who couldn't pour back. Tell how I stayed solid, even when it wasn't returned. Don't be quick to speak on the surface, but quiet about what really went on. Keep it real all the way or don't speak on my name at all. ‼️