"I pray you heal from the hurts deeply rooted within your mind, yet have never been spoken from your mouth.
I pray the scales are removed from your eyes so conviction can one day take up the space that chaos now has in your life. Heal the hurt you put effort into hiding."
No one should be diagnosed with an illness and have to immediately wonder if theyโll be able to afford the treatment. Not a single person should ever have to experience that worry before even being able to process that theyโre sick.
"The act of suicide starts long before the event of suicide."
A quote from this damn book.
This thing is ripping me to shreds. I can only listen in short increments.
But this also feels like something I need.
#thegiftoffear
I did NOT expect this book to stand me face to face with the 5 minutes of my life I wish would go away.
The moment the dogs went nuts barking on a February night.
I did not recognize my intuition then, but I can see it so clear now. I know that voice. I know that scream.
Fuck
Me *innocently thinking this book will be dark & sinister*
This book: promises are empty, hollow & mean absolutely nothing. Never trust a promise. It only creates false expectations.
Me: ok, but why THAT sinister because DAMN.
#thegiftoffear
I will ground the fuck outta the beef. Practically meat rice.
The hubs? He hits it a couple times, cooks for too long, hits it a couple more times and that's it.
My ADHD brain goes berserk! No, sir!
#MarriedLife
If we don't experience anything before birth, why would we experience something after death?
I'm ok with there being nothing after death. And I'm ok not knowing.
#afterdeath