life is hard already. please, choose someone who chooses you; not just in words, but in actions. someone who's there for you, stays consistent, and makes you feel wanted; not just when they feel like, but every day.
Girl to girl, fall in love with your own life. Go to the gym. Eat well. Sleep enough. Take your vitamins. Do things that make you happy. Keep showing up for yourself until your own growth becomes your biggest obsession.