My total losses since the start of this year are now over one million dollars. I don’t even know how to process it. I’ve literally lost everything.
I never imagined things would end up like this. Greed and panic trading destroyed me. I should’ve learned from my past mistakes… but it’s too late now.
What hurts the most is knowing I did this to myself. I had already worked so hard to recover from my 2021/2022 losses… and now I’ve lost everything all over again.
I was actually proud of myself. I had managed to bounce back from my old losses. I put in so much effort, brick by brick, just to rebuild what I had lost before.
But now I can’t stop blaming myself. I was fully relying on my crypto portfolio to survive. It was my only source of income. And now there’s nothing left.
And yeah… the amount of depression they I’m feeling right now is beyond anything I’ve ever experienced before. I’ve been isolating myself from everything since June, and it’s only gotten worse.. because the depression is literally eating me slowly.
I wish none of this had happened. I really do.