i’ve been letting myself be more imperfect lately and not people pleasing and giving grace when i fall short, despite my efforts, and it’s stripping this odd, glorified outlook i had of a “good person.” as long as i’m accountable, there’s not much else to do but just — be.
I'm a pretty self aware person, and part of that is knowing when I'm doing something foolish, but I'm okay with the consequences. That's the beauty of life. Sometimes you do things for the plot. However, I absolutely don't expect others to co-sign or live in my delusions with me