Streaming really do be causing the most anxiety and aint shit I can do about it except grind and do better. Seeing numbers go down is the worst feeling and before anyone says โturn the view count offโ that doesnโt work for me and never will. Streaming isnโt just a job for me itโs a dream Iโve had since I was 20 and grinded a large portion of my early 20s for. I refuse to fail, I was riding such a high for the past couple years that the low hits 10x harder. But Love you all for sticking through the journey with me and hope I can turn it around ๐๐ผ.