TW // Suicide //
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I'm not actively suicidal right now but it's a little worrying how often I picture myself driving off the road into a ditch/ocean/etc while I'm driving. Anyone else get these weird random twisted thoughts? 😅🙃 #BPD
BPD numbness is more dangerous than the explosive rage for me
I will go to unsafe lengths to FEEL something. I will self sabatoge & ruin my life. I will binge & relapse. I will come terrifyingly close to the edge, bc fear, pain, & euphoria are more manageable than the numbness
GATHER UP ALL OF THE CREW
IT'S TIME TO SHIP OUT BINK'S BREW
SING A SONG AND PLAY ALONG
FOR ALL THE OCEAN'S WIDE
AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE
YOU'LL END UP A SKELETON
SO SPREAD YOUR TALE,
FROM DAWN TILL DUSK,
UPON THESE FOAMY SEAS 🌊🥹🌊🥹🌊🥹
Is there anyone here who could make me a custom made Sleep Token Vessel crochet mini or anything Sleep Token related & have it shipped to me asap? #SleepToken#Crafting
Bpd extremes have no business being so difficult to navigate bc wdym I just shamelessly went into a blinding rage about the most small inconvenience 10 minutes ago and now im 110% fine