hunter🥀

• 30 edrtwt bmi 15
• he/him lesbian because fuck you
‼️ MINORS DNI/F thank you :)

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

being honest about my ed does make me feel like i’m larping. am i starving myself bc i have an ed or because i want to be hospitalized 💀 i don’t even want to be hospitalized again, i hate just walking past our hospital bc of the trauma. what is my goal even

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@snowingcals WOW i read this at the exact right time, thats a goated way to think about it. my ed convinces me i have to die from it. however once im dead i wont kno shit 😂 i have 0 body fat on the autopsy table? well that only matters to me and ill be the only one not around to see it 🤔

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

ok im going 2 say this thing but pls remember this weird scrutiny and judgement is only from my ed thoughts towards myself. i MIGHT go to a treatment centre, it’s bc i don’t think i can stick with any of this when it’s my choice. until now i’ve never admitted myself to an ed

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@wholecupdoomed it doesn’t look enjoyable 😭 i love making shit up in my head but i feel fatigued thinking about running a political troll account 💀 peak kid humour is being annoying but as i got older i naturally began finding that unfunny. which is what i thought happened to everyone but ALAS

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

juneberry has convinced me to recover, i’m actually not anorexic at all, i’m not associating with people like you anymore

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

family said i reached out as a cry for help. so i’m done with this. i restricted ok today. back to pills and restriction tomorrow thank god.

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

the random thing that made me way too angry for no reason today is meme coin names. i’m not even mad at the fact all meme coins are scams. i’m mad because i haven’t heard a single meme coin with a clever name. they’re named like scams and they are scams. BORING

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

the root of my disordered eating

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

how it feels for me to use edtwt as my "online diary" LMAO

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@honkycatbinge it’s so fun 🤪 they think what they’re doing is totally fine but it’s like… i just don’t want to start a fight so i’ll laugh. used to work a job where a few coworkers including my boss made jokes about me self harming. and i had to laugh like🧍‍♂️YESS it’s so great ull be moving!!

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

aita for following someone because they’re literally dying i mean i know that’s a dick move but what if actually it turns out they’re racist so am i STILL the asshole or have they out-assholed me

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

qrting my own post bc i want to make it clear i’ve done this SO much! when someone has a body that.. inspires me? ig? i’ll drop a follow. then way later when they randomly say some horrid shit i’m SHOCKED as if i didn’t just follow someone for being skinny 🫪

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

since i went to the account and found out i have a bunch of moots following her i’m rting. there are a LOT of people on edtwt who look like this, we don’t have to follow every single one 😭

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@snowingcals thank you SO much 🫂🫂 i’ll do my best!! when i was younger id eat one normal meal and id genuinely get more energy. i’d feel even better the longer i worked at it. it was really nice to not have the feelings that come with starvation. now the weight gain seems for nothing 🥲

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@honkycatbinge oooooooh okok yeah then it’s kind of better like… kind of! 😂 still wild to point out someone’s sh, it’s like pointing out someone’s weight when you kno they’re self-conscious about it, there’s way too high of a chance of it not landing 🥲 tease ppl w literally anything else 😢

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@wholecupdoomed i loved annoying humour when i was 5! but when u get old enough it’s just annoying and not funny, or so i THOT, trolls r so often old as hell. even if i was 100% anon id still be 2 embarrassed 2 say any of ts. thank you so so much 🫂🫂 im glad i asked u how to weigh my boobs lmao

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@neocollector people really dislike both so anytime someone brought one of them up saying some wild shit they did or said i’d be like “sure, that checks out” thinking it was all the same person 😭😭 they’re not even CLOSE

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

oh my god i’ve been thinking azealia banks and iggy azalea were both azealia banks this whole time

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

@meowlimic imo it’s bc it works with the fear anorexics have over calories, it’s easier to convince ppl to not start purging by scaring them instead of saying “you’ll regret starting” :/ it’s so manipulative. purging is dangerous, don’t start, but it can work. many things r true at once 😅

[hunter🥀 @_badboyfriend_]

well that’s how karen carpenter died but who is getting ipecac in 2026?? emetics aren’t widely available now, no one’s popping to the grocery store to get binge food and ipecac. :p the site also referenced surprise to “atypical anorexia” patients having heart problems. like what

[Cruz @vomitcruz]

Excuse me?