I made you think that I would always stay
I said some things that I should never say
Yeah, I broke your heart like someone did to mine
And now you won't love me for a second time
I don't know why I run away
There are people I love & adore, but who also set off my BPD really strongly (not their fault!). It’s like I love them, but they also make me exceptionally anxious & emotional. Can you relate?
i don’t know if it’s an ocd ritual i have but everytime i use a public restroom i have to tear off the toilet paper that’s hanging and pull out my own because i don’t want to wipe with what’s been hanging out in the open
BPD and other personality disorders come from attachment trauma. Pushing people away, shutting down, lack of trust are all just symptoms. When humans don’t experience safe predictable childhood connections, maladaptive coping is the natural response.