I like comin home to see my fam/friends but I canβt stay more than 3 days. It just was never a place my soul was comfortable at. I love home but that shit never really loved me back fr.
Iβm in love with my life. I feel safe in my body. My nervous system is resting. My mind no longer races all day. Iβm in control of my emotions. I set boundaries. I express my needs. I validate my feelings. I balance my emotions with logic. Iβm no longer codependent. Iβm free.
When coaches/teammates ask if Iβm playing football still! π’π Iβm fake retired, playing baseball right now. Be back with like Fo-Five (45) if Iβm healthy and the bag right.