It should come NATURALLY for a man to want to have fun with you, take you out, feed you, do nice things for you, and compliment you.
You should never have to teach someone to do that.
let go. you will be okay. you’ve known for some time now, but anxiety, worry, and fear of loss keep you. and as long as those things keep you, the good which looks for you must weave through dense forestry to find you. let go and move forward. clear your path and allow ease.