oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling

trying not to end myself REAL HARD ★ depressed & anxious cookie lover with an ed ★ pro-ana/fatphobes dni ★ I'm not funny (except when I am) ★ 20 yo

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

I've currently 2472 photos on my thinspo album & I will be deleting 1 photo per day (the rate will be increased but rn this is enough of a challenge for me) but it would help me further if u guys could cheer me :]

1 ♡= 1 photos ︵🗑️
1 rt= 3 photos ︵🗑️
1💬= 6 photos ︵🗑️

Tysm!

[Luna 🌙 @Lunahealings777]

Sometimes stepping in is actually doing more harm than good. Sometimes just loving and caring for them is enough. Love and care does not always require action, sometimes it requires stillness and patience.

[Luna 🌙 @Lunahealings777]

A gentle reminder:

No matter how much you care for + love someone, you can’t and are not meant to save them. Sometimes this care and love means taking a step back so that they can truly experience everything that they need to.

[keke the rapper @iimkeke9]

all you need is 1 good year to change your whole life. make this year the one

[chosen one. 𓂀 @nattychef_]

I am not the black sheep. I am the Chosen One.

[fang ⭒ @faerikcal]

when u think abt it, getting ur nails done is just continuous hand holding for a few hours

[nique💋 @reallnique]

be your own support system, clap for yourself, celebrate yourself and do it for yourself🦋

[Images That Make You Feel Pain @ManMilk2]

damn...

[Care @butterfliedarms]

So many numbers in your profile but none of them are your age 😩 WHY IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK?!

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

@smellybeep freedom at last :')

[leena˘³˘ @d1etpepsi]

the non-binary urge to have a feminine urge to have a masculine urge to have a feminine urge to have no urge at all

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

@BelleBubbless Oh I definitely get 4 little fuckers with my voice telling each other to shut up and insulting each other and also making random vine and Tik tok references 😃

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

Forced myself to drink a caramel cappuccino from the vending machine since yesterday I skipped 3 meals and today only ate 1 yoghurt but it took 0,05€ from me and now I can't have it :( i feel like this is a sign

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

@beepsmelly BEEP
THE CUTEST

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

*dies*

[Comidas tao lindas que parecem voce @food_porn17]

Empadão de frango com requeijão

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

I'm literally so ******** rn, it's ridiculous, i just wanna bang my head *** ** ******

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

I'm sorry teacher, i was so suicidal that the only thing I manage to do was searching drugs online to see if I can get something discreet and as dangerous as pleasing

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

I can't get any college work done, I'm literally dead, i can't even control whatever I'm doing
The only thing I have enough motivation to actually control intentionally is researching drugs
BUT I HAVE DRAWINGS DELIVERY TOMORROW AND THERE'S 4 HOURS OF HOMEWORK TO DO

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

guess who's high

no, it's not me
It's my best friend 💀

THE JEALOUSLY

[oli ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ ~struggling @_lonely_______]

I'm so desperate that I don't wanna be sober
I literally have been researching bout drugs these past 2 days
It doesn't leave my mind the necessity to just shut off all this pain