cas ∞

I'm not what you're looking for.

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

took me over 20 years but I've realized that I'm greater than my roots and blood isn't an obligation. if it's toxic, let it go.

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

me: "if one more person tells me to relax, they're paying for my spa day"
him: "I need a spa day anyway" *starts sending me options*

????? bro?

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

God, I hope heaven is good to you, Matty. as good as you always were to me.

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

gonna fucking vomit at the thought of everything I've given everyone this year...very few of them deserved even a fraction of my energy

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

I love laughing with you.

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

today feels like one of those days where I'll never come up from underneath it all

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

it's nice to think that one day I'll open my eyes and not ache

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

my therapist: you don't talk about your social life often
me: because my friends /don't SUCK/

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

like why did I do that? I didn't have to do that

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

do you ever like....wanna set yourself on fire?

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

oops.

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

well now death cab for cutie is playing and I'm crying

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

@bedazzledcrab

[👜 @SelectOutfit]

me after doing the bare minimum for the day

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

@bedazzledcrab I LIKE TRYING THINGS BUT ALSO LIKE, WANNA SHARE PLATES SO WE CAN TRY MORE THINGS?

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

it won't feel like this tomorrow it won't feel like this tomorrow it won't feel like this tomorrow

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

@bedazzledcrab HI

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

the most intimidating thing anyone has said to me lately?
"make a list of people you want to invite"
oh, no thanks, I'd rather die

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

@bedazzledcrab maybe a martial arts class?? give her self defense and disciple on top of the ohysical activity!

[cas ∞ @_mamikaze]

@CitySlicka11 it's new! I haven't tried the dunkin one tbh so I'm not the girl to compare, but it does have 0 sugar and tastes pretty good 😂