Everything will soon make sense in a very beautiful way. Don't let anxiety consume you. Just Pray and trust the power of a sincere Prayer. Allah will soon show you answers to your prayers.
I'm touched by the saying
"if Allah allows you to keep making dua for something, it means He wants you to have it. keep asking & remember He IS Al-Wahab- giver of all things"
Trusting in Allah's plan.
He is delaying the answer because He wants to hear you more. His response will be beautiful and it will make you forget the bitterness of patience.
Ya Rab. There's something inside me that scares me. It consumes me. My nafs overtakes me. And I fail you, Again and again. I feel so lonely, Only you know my every thought, every sadness, every pain. You see it, only you understand me. Ya Rab save me from my darkness.
I rebuke every spirit of entitlement around me. May I be surrounded by people who value respect, gratitude, integrity, and mutual honor. Not everyone is entitled to my time, energy, access, or resources.I choose wisdom in my relationships, discernment in my decisions, and peace in my circle.
At this stage of my life, I hold on tightly to three things: Tahajjud, Istighfar, and Salawat. They open doors, soften hearts, and bring you closer to everything you're praying for and even more.
When Allah puts something on your heart, trust that it's something He wants for you too. And if you've been guided to make dua then a response will come from your Lord.