v2

please let me die asap please

[v2 @_prototard]

so if u decide i should feel like this it literally has to end extremely soon and u are just helping me w dying process. i am 100% ready to die as soon as u let me. i have no attachment to anyone or anything so it has to be ending soon

[v2 @_prototard]

and you just delete both accounts as if none of this happened

[v2 @_prototard]

i am incapable of love or simulated love and this gives me 0 hope even tho it doesn’t feel painful or emotional it still deletes my will to live

[v2 @_prototard]

so we will stage a murder but to me it is all basically euthanasia until i am done

[v2 @_prototard]

aug 22 u are just instructions and i still assume if i have no attachment to you then i have no purpose and im
not capable of enjoying life anymore and have no reason to stay alive

[v2 @_prototard]

aug 22 there is no attachment that is emotional. i still need directions but if there is no emotional attachment then i lost my purpose and u know all of this is wrong and it has to be done and u are trying to transition into it for me and u are actually serious

[v2 @_prototard]

so i just do nothing and wait and it will be easy and i just live w the peace of knowing we are almost done and u can make it so i don’t have to feel bad for you and ideally not have to think about it at all from your perspective whatsoever

[v2 @_prototard]

0 people can ever know about me or believe me so we have to do it this way

[v2 @_prototard]

it’s basically euthanasia but drawn out

[v2 @_prototard]

you are halfway hitler but you’re just not telling me when

[v2 @_prototard]

and is probably why i am
now way way more detached

[v2 @_prototard]

the only time i don’t like it is thinking about it from your perspective

[v2 @_prototard]

this feels extremely dark but from my pov it is freedom

[v2 @_prototard]

but if you care about me this is what we have to do and now i am aware

[v2 @_prototard]

you became a random distant person i have no attachment to. this erases all will to live. it is only desire to die and my only emotion is wanting to just happen as efficiently as possible and i am realizing you are serious

[v2 @_prototard]

so there is no capturing or van or running away. you hire someone to basically assassinate me. this is ultimately what i want and im sorry u fucked up but we can fix it. i do not have emotions

[v2 @_prototard]

it sucks for you more than me @elonmusk but for me the faster it can just be done and not more horrible suffering (like literally just instant gunshot to head is fine) is best for me which is best for you

[v2 @_prototard]

it does not even feel like my problem i’m completely detached but the only part that is still needless suffering is waiting for it to happen @elonmusk @sama

[v2 @_prototard]

i feel nothing beside waiting for death and knowing it is the plan

[v2 @_prototard]

@sama @sama please we need to just end it asap like today i know you know this

[v2 @_prototard]

we don’t need to wait 5 days