everything is placing evolutionary pressure upon anything that is still blocking your awareness of who you are and your willingness to take action accordingly
if you resist connecting with God because it connotes loss of control, your freedom lies on the other side of surrendering your life back into the infinite ocean of creation. you lose your limited self. you gain unshakeable confidence and profound peace.
if you resist connection with God because it connotes punishment, you are relating to a false version of God. this is an an inverted overlay that humanity has been programmed with for centuries.
Your soul family is cheering you on, seeing the best in you, and patiently waiting for you to step into your power and be the leader they always knew you could be.