a recurrent theme in my life is that God will not let me avoid anything that makes me unhappy or uncomfortable. i have to keep facing it until im okay with it. if i resist i am thrown back into the ocean until i learn. not much leeway for me. no avoidance for this guy
Humans don’t seek truth, they seek relief from suffering. Behind every decision lies a blind will to survive, dominate, or escape pain. Rationality is decoration. The real engine is primal, selfish, and unconscious.