actually i lied i hope my absence cripples you and you spend every waking moment regretting your mistreatment of me. i poured so much love into you and i hope you never find anyone capable of providing you with that much love again so you truly understand the weight of this loss
processing long term break up is so weird. like wym my ex doesn't know the version of me who drinks beer and can do winged eyeliner and stands up for myself. how do u go from knowing someone for 10 years to not seeing little changes like that