adaś of #edtwt

sw: 124, cw: 105, gw: 70,

h: 175,

mia

800kcal/day

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[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

@Lori_nesse jak moja ulubiona scena z U Pana Boga w Ogródku

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

@skinanach i was smart and binged a week before

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

oomfs, if someone contacts you about "accidently reporting you" and wants help with contacting support, don't engage, it's a scam

[Vivi༒ @Lori_nesse]

I forgot to show yall today’s crepes:3

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

@bIeubanisters @prettyprimrosee

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

weighting myself before and after going to the bathroom after barely eating anything yesterday and i lost 0.4 kg... 🧐

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

I've been in bed for 4 hours because i can't focus on work and for 4 hours i can't sleep and im constantly burping and throwing up into my mouth

i feel worse than when i binge, holy fuck....

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

i'm massive, i'm ugly, i'm a fold monster, i'm unlovable, there is more of me hanging than attached to the muscles and bones

[☆ Tościk ☆ 🇵🇱🌈 @to0thster]

Watching this just to feel something

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

OKAY, FUCK IT! FUCK IT! I'M DONE!

NEXT TIME I FEEL EVEN THE SLIGHTEST DISCOMFORT IN MY STOMACH, I'M THROWING UP IMMEDIATELY!!!

I SPEND MULTIPLE HOURS EACH DAY WITH STOMACH PAIN, I CAN LITERALLY LOSE MY JOB BECAUSE OF THIS, OH MY FUCKING GOD, CAN IT JUST STOP HURTING TO EAT??!!

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

going to the kitchen to eat whatever ingredients i can find

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

im built like a fucking barrel, why do i still try to live, why didn't i kill myself yet, whats the fucking point

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

i feel sick. i hate food. idk why i haven't stopped eating completely yet, i just feel horrible all the time

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

i had 300g of tiramisu yesterday and yeah, that's a lot but it's probably not even much above my daily limit. but then i also had a piece of salmon and burrata and i felt like i'm going to gain a kg from it when i was probably still under my maintenance at the end of the day

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

i hate how my ed is catastrofising about everything

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

i'm not a larper anymore, i'm back to restricting again. the evil food in my fridge has been defeated

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

t-shirts hanging loosely on me are giving me a reason to live

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

@verdantwyrm it's literally a support community for people who're not in recovery, fuck off maybe? and most of the people i see on here are adults, so wth are you even talking about

[adaś of #edtwt @adasofedtwt]

i have a heartburn since monday because i'm eating like shit, when i'm not even supposed to be eating at all