adrienne

it's not really work, it's just the power to charm

[Jackson Rickun @JacksonRickun]

texting ppl “hey!” is always a trap... like hey to u too, you’ll get a response when u tell me what u want u coward

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

I can't seem to tell if it's my head or the earth that's spinning around

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

My grandfather died last night. We weren't particularly close -- the side effect of geographical distance -- but he was a constant presence throughout my entire life and I am completely reeling and confused

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

Everyone keeps telling me to feel all the feelings and just keep pushing through, that there's an end to it, and I know that's what I have to do, but I don't even remember what it feels like to feel normal anymore. Does it even exist?

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

all of the songs were about you

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

worst year of my life

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

@JessToBrazil I was sent to @StoriesEchoPark by @kaitydavie and @p_is_silent and it was a dream

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

when do I get to stop feeling sick with grief all of the time?

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

ever get so humbled walking through a forest of impossibly giant sequoia trees that you have to stop and sob over the fact that you don’t feel good about anything except that when you die, you’ll get put in the same ground they grew from?

anyway vacation’s going great

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

@p_is_silent happy birthday!

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

"please take care of yourself" was the last thing I said right before the operator made us disconnected

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

just a little PSA on this locked TL of mine that I feel absolutely insane with grief and confusion and anxiety and I'm having a lot of trouble functioning so if I am more out of touch than usual please don't take it personally

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

in retrospect, I don't know why I thought packing for an 11 day trip in one carry on suitcase the hour before I had to leave and the day after a (second, real) breakup WOULDN'T be stressful

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

What to do when you’re too depressed to stay at work but also too depressed to go home

[kyle @kjax404]

Here’s the thing if you back into parking spaces Die

[adrienne @adriennerayfish]

@alexschelldorf shit I liked but then unliked to preserve the unholy validation