and you know what babe, i get it. when you were a kid there was no safe space to confront your uncomfortable feelings. so over time you subconsciously accepted defeat and your brain took over and made you dissociate to protect you from reoccurring stressful situations.
Hey, hopefully the alarm didn’t scare you. It definitely scared me, but nothing scared me more than losing you. Wish I could scream to the world just as loud as the alarm how much I love you. I know that was just a test but I am living in a real emergency without u. Miss you.