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+)}I eat chalk and crushed up cement walls yum{(×})}
.]}mostlytabookinksandjustmymessedupthoughts I'm a system btw..willprobablymakeanewoneoftheseatsomepointidk...
BPD & autism can make psychosis 10x worse. You're overwhelmed by sound? Too bad, the voices won't go away. Any touch overstimulates you? Too bad, the bugs won't stop touching you. Visually it's too much? Too bad, you see scary images and shadows even with your eyes shut.
if u refuse to properly communicate with me until the last second when ur already fed up w shit i didn’t even know was an issue i’m going to assume you simply wanted an excuse to get rid of me cus there’s no reason at our big age to be doing all that
codependent incest when they make everyone uncomfortable in public too with how close and touchy they are with each other and if someone tries to comment on it they’re like you’re weird! that’s my dad! and carry on with their behavior is very important to me
i think that, with the right partner, nearly everything becomes attractive to u, as long as it’s theirs. feet? beautiful. armpits? heavenly. odd obscure kinks u wouldn’t have cared for before? suddenly ur not quite as against them anymore…
Nobody talks about how nearly impossible it is to safely escape an abusive situation without someone helping you/standing up for you. I always hear "just leave" but they never consider that you might just end up being stalked or worse.