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— ☆彡 a pathetic anorexic’s journal

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bony knees bony knees :))

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back up to 89 lbs.

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i miss my moots i was gone for too long

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ive been living off of fun dip and water recently its actually a really good way to lose and maintain weight. i just have to do extra skincare so the sugar doesn’t RUIN my face.

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thrning my short story into a film for international thespian society…
spoiler alert: its sad.

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should i take lax tomorrow… the thought of shitting myself kind of scares me tho

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in the taylor state of mind recently

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i love listening to my body digest literally nothing

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i’m 86 lbs as of today hehe

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“i want you” yeah well i want this but we cant all get what we want can we

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guys im gonna shoot my shot and talk to him tomorrow….

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theres a pretty boy in my math class hes 17 and has long curly blonde hair and hes goofy im crushing

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need to hold someones hand and play re6 co-op w them

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theres a pretty boy in my math class hes 17 and has long curly blonde hair and hes goofy im crushing

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uuururrrrgghhghaghghhh body

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need a tall bf with big hands so we can hold hands n i’ll look tiny w him :(

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im back and that makes me feel so stewpid what if i kill myself

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erm

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hi guys attempting recovery again. i think its more forced this time since im starting new depression meds and its making me feel a little odd, but i’m hoping in a good way. if this is goodbye forever thank you for being my friends, if its not, ill see u all again in the future.

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what if i killed myself that would solve it all

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uurrueeuueuuurreerrrrghhhh