the fact is, after my late dad passed away, i keep seing people passed away too. whenever they died, terus teringat ayah. why this grief is so freaking hard?
please. dont be too weak. sumpah kesian. sikit sikit je do down tu. lebih lebih perempuan pun naik muak. kau tu jantan, emotional intelligence should be more higher than women.
i am not saying i tak ada trauma, bad past. too much yang i faced. anxiety disorder, depression, all of it. belum sembang ex je dah bagi berapa banyak trauma. life lagi. can please change your routine to being a fresh man? like, kau punya lifestyle ubah untuk avoid semua benda tu
i might late to start again my life tau. i totally lost between january until july. even lambat, no achievement for this year, a lot of lesson that i learned before, i think i might good enough if men doesn't exist. lol
btw alhamdulillah for today. i dah start busy kan diri. so fuck off. balik kerja, layan socmed. tidur. okey? weekend free, keluar, briskwalk. untuk elak jadi gila. fr. memang kawkaw azam tahun ni protect mental aku.