tj 🧟‍♂️

19 • taken • lesbian • suspected DID system 🐾

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

pinned
https://t.co/EAEq0axm9s

[✰ - Mutt @1nf3st3d]

How do people out there even romanticize DID?? my life with it is this: I am psychologically tortured daily until I break and then my memories are erased and I have to do it all over again and there's no exit no matter what I try to do

[last evil woman alive @arriarrio]

wait fall actually started IMMEDIATELY 😭😭

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

@viersys @motrsys as a system that’s highly covert w/ little to no visualization, i also took the survey and was it hard? yeah. but was that expected as it’s gonna be hard to answer any questions when you barely know want you’re talking about? YEAH 😭 i feel us covert guys should’ve expected it!!

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

i was telling them “there’s been a few parts front that i don’t recognize” and they went “hm must be all the stress from school” (among other things they know of). what’s wrong with you. why do you have to be right.

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

my partner i’m pretty sure correctly assumed i split new parts. how fucking dare they

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

hello 5 followers

[demon girlfriend @alicex275x]

see DID is interesting because whenever you meet someone and start getting close to them you have to decide what's the right moment to reveal that im actually 9 smaller animals masquerading as 1 Normal Human

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

changed my sys name so i updated my user and strawpage

[(18+)🐾🍂burger (COMMS OPEN) @burgerboything]

fuck it im biting. the internet does not treat victims like people. they are something to be gawked at. circus animals. you have to perform to sway an audience, and even if that isn’t your motive and you try to do things for yourself, you’ll still get called an attention seeker.

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

like ik what happened during it (for the most part) i just dont know why and like. how to address it

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

had a mental health episode recently and idk what to make of it, cuz idk what even happened

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

@fishtml hewwo

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

so we’re making progress

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

oh yeah update: my therapist recognizes that i have at least more than one part of myself lol

[fern || ☕️ in strawpage! @featherleafern]

EP tries to be an ANP; goes exactly as poorly as you'd expect. up next: water still wet!

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

it’s really hard to answer my therapist’s question of “how present do you feel right now” because, unless i’m at a 10, i kinda always feel “un-present” to an extent. some days i blackout, but most days i’m just blipping in and out of reality without noticing usually

[piss girl @xtsygirll]

i feel like a diversity hire at family gatherings

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

GUYS I LIEDDDD I LIEDDDD IM SORRYYYYYY

[tj 🧟‍♂️ @aimtokillus]

guys i feel like a singlet again i no longer have a dissociative disorder IM CURED

[labyrinth @laberintosys]

i'm just going to fill my pluralspace profile with lies