It’s 3:42, like most nights I’m up with muscle spasms & pain. This isn’t unmanageable if it was once or twice a week. When everyday is this bullshitshow it stacks up, month after month no improvement -becomes discouraging.
Me: 🤷♂️
Doctors & PT: nothing to do, just deal with it
Nothing they can do to improve the situation that doesn’t involve drugs. Surgery is not recommended. The suggested course of action is to take narcotics to manage pain. PT says recovery could take 1+ years. That’s not something I’d survive, however, sounding better every day.
I woke up in severe pain because I was coughing (broken rib) in my sleep? Then accidentally punched myself in the nose trying to clutch my side. Blood gushing from nose I tried to run to the bathroom and stubbed my toe on my 50lb press.
It’s ok to laugh! My existence is pain rn.