kehilangan spark itu rasanya aneh,
lu masih jadi diri lu, tapi hidup lu udah nggak sebernyawa dulu
slowly losing your spark hits harder than being sad all at once.
"you handled that so well" no, i didn't. i went insane. i lost my spark. i suffered in silence. i didn't ask for help. i shattered alone and wore a smile that lied better than any mask could. i didn't handle it, i survived it because i had no other choice.