alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆

꒰ঌ ໒꒱ 20yr old ⋆₊˚ recov journey start: 07/25/2026 ᢉ𐭩 — he/they/it ꪔ̤̮ ISFJ /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ DMs openદᵕ̈૩

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

lowkey so tired of trying to get help and therapy and every time i apply they tell me they can’t help me - wtf are you doing then like genuinely- you take my money just to tell me you can’t do anything??? omfg it’s so aggravating

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

@v4mpyr444 GENUINELY!! my body doesn’t tell me when i am and it’s sooo frustrating- but thank youuu 🥹🫶🏻

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

idk how to listen to hunger cues, and the weight gain and fluctuations are messing with me- I want to do this so bad but i for some reason can’t let myself fully put all of my energy into it, i just want to be happy and i’ve been so angry

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

Lowkey may be leaving this acc to see what it’s like to not rely on it for expressing myself ☹️

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

pretty rough day it feels like, i’ve been lowkey binging since it’s been so long since ive let myself actually eat- and ive been too embarrassed to share what ive had-

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

bf and I’s anniversary and we went out to eat, got froyo afterwards and went shopping and i don’t feel guilty for it 🥹

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

using chest tape for the first time properly and it’s so nice??? ☹️

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

i got my fav chips, reese’s, nerds gummy clusters and a donut without looking at the cals, all for snacks over the next weeks/days /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

def overate today (when i wasn’t hungry) :( but my bf is helping with that thought, and i’ll do better at controlling and feeling when i actually want to eat rather than doing it emotionally or out of boredom

anyways! WIAT • day one of recovery!

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

@tsugum0m0 tysm!!! 🥺🫶🏻

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

lowkey attempting recovery properly and idc, im making this time work- starting today - im getting out of this loop and doing things that’ll better my life c’:

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

bf wants me to pick 2 snacks out without looking at the cals when i haven’t in like 2-3 years- im so scaredddd 🥹

[khoshixx ☆ semi recovery? @Khoshixx]

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[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

I can't delete all of my posts from before since there's literally 7k+ unfortunately 🫩

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

7/24 recovery reason of the day: i'm SICK and TIRED of being SICK and TIRED

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

even tho i’m terrified

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

the absolute pain of sitting in one spot for so long and my tailbone feels bruised because of it 🫩

[y @masuyumaro]

@sah0kcal calling a minor a bitch and a whore because u suspect she has an eating disorder? ur a fucking weirdo

[alexᝰ୭ ᵎᵎ ⋆ @alerec0v]

bf keeps trying to get me to eattt, like nooo im not hungryyyyyy enoughhhhhhh

[eva @dollsnings]

this is so real