alien baby

i am not a woman, i’m a god

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

now i lay me down to sleep,
i pray the Lord my soul to keep,
if i don’t die before i wake,
i pray the Lord my fat to take

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

bmi 22 = 147 lbs
21 = 140
20 = 134
19 = 127
18 = 120

actually wild that a bmi point is only about 7 lbs

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

can’t tell if the reta did anything bc i wasn’t restricting today so me not being hungry doesn’t mean anything

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

@microabs @skinnyoverload and here i was thinking you were saying they needed the calories so their brains would work 😭

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

aquamarine is exactly what it was like being a teenager in 2005

[ĸezz ✶ @onfilmdiaries]

i wish i could live an aquamarine summer

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

i love so much when people call me skinny, especially tonight after i’ve been feeling so hefty

resident was like “you’re going to lift me?? you little thing??” like don't get me wrong i still think i’m too fat but 🥰

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

@resisttheurge22 personally i choose to hate my parents for teaching me bad eating habits

[ً @artfuIchaos]

there is a theory that depression is the soul’s way of rejecting the life you’re forcing yourself to live. your spirit shuts down when you’re too far from your purpose, people or path.

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

@elderisback women need carbs for our menstrual cycles though. and we’re more sensitive to cortisol than men are & low carb raises cortisol

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

@microabs i took 2mg this afternoon bc it’s the start of my work week, I’m hoping it will help in my struggle against stress eating all night

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

justifying the research chemicals bc i already lost over 100 lbs with self control

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

i should go to the NPS store
again, see if they have any good protein bars or protein shakes bc yeah I’m trying to save money but i still love that processed garbage

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

i would do this if i had the extra money for it lmao no cap

[John Fadule @fadule_]

1900 calories, 240 grams protein. 0 cooking, 0 meal prepping, 0 clean-up.

[J̶a̶y̶ | Active Era @traumapocalypse]

It IS possible, don’t give up.

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

@cokezeroah i really wish he would understand that for every time i write something crazy, there are at least three or four other times i almost did but stopped myself and then appreciate it

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

really cool to lose all this fat off my frame and still feel hefty

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

my mother moved us to Utah when i was 10 & i still think it was the worst thing she ever did. or maybe top 5, somewhere after the abuse part

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

salt lake is just full of bad memories. every time i’ve lived here, it came with a breakup that left me suicidal

[alien baby @aliengarbagecan]

at least if i really pull off this move, i’ll be far away. i lived in Albuquerque before and while i cried every night the first month i was there, it was because i was healing. Albuquerque is still a city that belongs to me only, nobody i know ever goes there except me