Iām mostly talking to myself in this section. Calling myself out only own bullsh*t because a lot of the times, the things you see in others that may bother you; are reflections of aspects of your own personality.
And then in a smaller way, itās a reflection on internet keyboard warrior culture. Calling people out about whatever from the safety of oneās keyboard, in oneās room, sometimes with an identity veiled in anonymity. Things that one would rarely consider saying to anotherās face in real life, but the detachment and synthetic nature of how we sometimes communicate through these devices, makes it āacceptableā.
And then there is of course the layer that is simply me, the part of me that cannot take it anymore, being the meme of the grumpy old man, telling the stupid kids to get off his lawn; proverbially speaking. This part being my admission that yes, I can be a judgmental b*stard at times; and that I battle with this internally.
Go to the link in my bio, and listen to āImpostorā now.
Shot & Colored by: Astral Media
Headdress made by: Jo Holland
Styled by: Jo Holland
Hair & Makeup by: Johnna J Perez
Wardrobe by: Venia Collection
Accessories by: Feralis Forma
Assistant Hair & Makeup / PA: Deidre Rae Knight
PA: Dan Sonenberg
Creative Director, Editor & Additional Color: Alone Architect
What do I mean by the line āOh I cannot, I cannot take it. Oh when will I, when will I make it?ā Thereās an obvious dichotomy in those two lines. The duality of being fed up, yet in a way yearning for parts of what youāre fed up of.
It also beckons the question: what does āmaking itā even mean? We chase things. We chase people. We chase money. We chase experiences. And sometimes we forget what it is specifically that weāre chasing, because weāre so used to the habit of being in motion that weāve forgotten what the inception point of it all even was in the first place.
In terms of this song, it partially touches on LA culture and the how so many people come here, to LA, to āmake it.ā How so many are willing to forego parts of themselves, to achieve whatever dreams they have. And how often times, people put up with huge amounts of bullsh*t and so much inauthenticity that they simply cannot take anymore; but decide to eat it, because theyāre chasing that very dream theyāre subconsciously growing to dislike.
There are more layers to these simple lines, but thatās another story for another time.
Tap the link in my bio and listen to āImpostorā now.
Shot & Colored by: Astral Media
Headdress made by: Jo Holland
Styled by: Jo Holland
Hair & Makeup by: Johnna J Perez
Wardrobe by: Venia Collection
Accessories by: Feralis Forma
Assistant Hair & Makeup / PA: Deidre Rae Knight
PA: Dan Sonenberg
Creative Director, Editor & Additional Color: Alone Architect
āYou can only hold a smile for so long, after that it's just teeth.ā
āĀ Chuck Palahniuk,Ā Invisible Monsters
Listen to my new single āImpostorā now. Just tap the link in my bio.
Shot & Colored by: Astral Media
Headdress made by: Jo Holland
Styled by: Jo Holland
Hair & Makeup by: Johnna J Perez
Wardrobe by: Venia Collection
Accessories by: Feralis Forma
Assistant Hair & Makeup / PA: Deidre Rae Knight
PA: Dan Sonenberg
Creative Director, Editor & Additional Color: Alone Architect
āWe'll be remembered more for what we destroy than what we create.ā
āĀ Chuck Palahniuk,Ā Invisible Monsters
Tap the link in my bio and listen to āImpostorā now
Shot & Colored by: Astral Media
Headdress made by: Jo Holland
Styled by: Jo Holland
Hair & Makeup by: Johnna J Perez
Wardrobe by: Venia Collection
Accessories by: Feralis Forma
Assistant Hair & Makeup / PA: Deidre Rae Knight
PA: Dan Sonenberg
Creative Director, Editor & Additional Color: Alone Architect
They will leave us paralyzed
Theyāll lead us straight to ruin
They will make us idolize
The lies above the truth
Go click the link in my bio and stream āImpostorā now š¦āā¬
Headdress made by: Jo Holland
Styled by: Jo Holland
Hair & Makeup by: Johnna J Perez
Wardrobe by: Venia Collection
Accessories by: Feralis Forma
Assistant Hair & Makeup / PA: Deidre Rae Knight
PA: Dan Sonenberg
Creative Director, Editor & Additional Color: Alone Architect
On another level, Impostor touches on various archetypes that we find in our modern society.
From those in positions of power, making decisions that generally do not benefit any of us; whilst all the while talking out of both sides of their mouths, trying to convince us that they most definitely doā¦. To those who vainly āinfluence cult-ureā, whilst being mostly performative & shallow mercenaries at bestā¦. to the spiritual narcissists; those who utter all the proper & expected prose, in the accepted tonality, dressed in whatever acceptable garb for the part; yet barely contain an ounce of authenticity in the generic & cliched words they preach.
This is a song about the systems we all partake in, which I find to be completely fake. Completely inorganic, & generally disempowering to us all. And I simply cannot take it anymore, if Iām being perfectly honest with you. Yet, here I am, participating in it.
So at the end of the day, what does that make me?
Go click the link in my bio & listen to āImpostorā.
Shot & Colored by: Astral Media
Headdress made by: Jo Holland
Styled by: Jo Holland
Hair & Makeup by: Johnna J Perez
Wardrobe by: Venia Collection
Accessories by: Feralis Forma
Assistant Hair & Makeup / PA: Deidre Rae Knight
PA: Dan Sonenberg
Creative Director, Editor & Additional Color: Alone Architect
My new single, āImpostorā drops on May 29. Pre-Saving the song really helps indie artists out, so head over to the link in bio and save it pretty pls. I love you. There is no spoon. š¤š.