For majority of our childhood we didn’t go anywhere without the other. He used to ask me to go places with him then “yell” at me like this when he was ready to leave. I don’t remember this day but I’m sure I got up and went with him.
This stage of grief is kicking my ass..
It sounds cliche.. but please hug your friends & family and tell them you love them. Make time to see them. Or even just a phone call will do. I can’t stress this enough..