[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you, [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you, [looking at myself] it's over.
today has proven that no one other than God can take my emotional support water bottle away from me … got her back after 10 hours of judaai … i will never leave you again babe <3
Healing is not linear for everyone except for me. My healing is supposed to continuously develop in a positive direction and when I fall short of that it is a sign that I am a monster who cannot be saved