Everyday at the moment I keep feeling like “I’m only 27 I’m a baby girl” to feeling like “I’m 27 I am a big adult who should be mature and sensible & shit” ... my friends and peers are all older than me but I would be in the “overs” category on X factor an that stresses me out 🤣
My dads surgery was deemed "non-urgent" in November, so pushed back until 2021 to try help the NHS during this time. Seven days later he was dead from the thing he needed surgery for. Turns out it was urgent after all and now I don't have a Dad... Forgive me for being raging rn