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21 he/him ◇ sh recovery ◇ mutuals 17+ ◇ ASD + DID

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Harm reduction thread (OPEN)

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It’s literally setting me back so much in recovery 😭 im genuinely starting to catch myself thinking like im 16 again

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Recently I’m being constantly triggered by my medical trauma AGHH 🫠 it makes me want to relapse so bad

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Me when I get a GP that constantly dismisses me and even LAUGHS at my pain I actually can’t do this get me outta here

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@shrimpy_cracker omg 😭😭

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@shrimpy_cracker what happened :(

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I am so exhausted from crunching uni that I almost posted my sprite sheets here LMAOO

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@neocollector Idk what they’re talking abt cuz I have ARFID and would much rather eat grass or leaves than one of my un-safe foods 😭 I kinda like grass actually

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@shrimpy_cracker what diagnosis are u expecting?

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This is a specific reference to when I started making EDTWT jokes to my anorexic friend IRL cuz I forgot to put a filter on 😭

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Local ARFID SHTWT user speaks fluent Anorexia (it shocks the nonbinary barista)

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i may be thinking this only cuz I HATE doing photography, rigging, and 3D… why did I think I could get away with doing only frame by frame throughout the course

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when ur half way through ur animation course and it’s starting to feel like u don't want to do animation

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@mtndewzeros @shrimpy_cracker Why is Mountain Dew on shtwt HELP /lh

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@shrimpy_cracker Prazosin (for nightmares), Fluoxetine (for anxiety) and Clonazepam (for sleeping)

They’re all to treat symptoms of my PTSD lol

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It’s either being accused of it being just intrusive thoughts or being edgy when it’s something I’ve struggled with for as long as I can remember and just want actual help for it is so frustrating

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I fear if I’m 100% honest in therapy my therapist would be like “nah I’m outta here” 😭😭

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Also suppressing it too much tends to make me act recklessly and hurt myself in the end so ig I just direct it towards myself at the end of the day but at least I’ve convinced myself it’s ethical as long as it doesn’t hurt other ppl