Nihil Obstat

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Some of the coldest life advice you’ll ever hear

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

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[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

Today is the tomorrow you were so worried about yesterday.

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Do I have any real friends?
Nobody fully knows me. Nobody knows my real story. But, is that really required?

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Real motivation comes from purpose.

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Easy pleasure kills motivation

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

Me perdí. Me olvide de por qué estoy haciendo todo esto. Por eso estoy perdido, desmotivado, triste. Esto lo hago por mi familia, para que esten bien. Por mamá. Esto nunca fue para mí. Pero lo olvidé.

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

im doing all this shit for myself. Thats why I have anxiety. Gotta do it for the others, my family.

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have to reset

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

I wanna fucking cry. my strategy is not working as i expected it. This happens often, is it me or is it the strategy?
fuck.

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

@vpal88 @RealJamesPierce @naval I think it reminds you of your human side. You cant be a machine with no desires, no emotions, no preferences. Its okay to have them, but you are unmoved if reality is other. Doesnt disturb your life, whatever happens. Thats how I see it.

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

toda la entrevista el reclutador se la paso hablando de como el se "ponia la camiseta" por la empresa, aguantando dias sin dormir y trabajo sin descanso, como si su vida dependiera de ello, como una medalla. Me miraba con la esperanza de que pensara igual que el.

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

Las empresas quieren que los necesites para vivir.
Solo asi logran hacer que aguantes las jornadas agotantes e injustas

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

Un recuerdo en una entrevista de trabajo:
- ¿Y tu... ya estas bien con lo que haces?
(mi negocio, demas actividades)
- mmm, pues si.
- mmm...
*no me vuelven a contactar*

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

I'm not at peace, yet. The problem is, I think peace is found in money.
is it?

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

What is success? Money, power, status? Love?
its peace.

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

rememeber you dont have to have it all figured out, you are not even fucking 25. Make mistakes, learn and grow. Be wise and search for wisdom.

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

Madre tu trabajo no es evitar que yo cometa errores, no lo puedes controlar. Pero si puedes estar ahi para ayudarme a levantarme cuando me caiga. te amo

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

⚠️Expectng reversal for CRYPTO, Short-term targets:
- ETH: 2341.93
Long-term target:
- ETH: 1388.04

[Nihil Obstat @analysteele_]

Previous forecasts for FOREX:
- EUR: 1.3455 (DONE)
- CHF: 1.20690 (DONE)