BPD And Me

this is my life with #BPD its raw its honest it's me..possible TW content...I can't hide who I am its exhausting #mentalhealth

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Walking zombie this morning but seeing him which is exciting

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Butterflies are building.......

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Honestly can't wait till tomorrow

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Only need to get through this morning then I see Phil tomorrow ahhhhh..... Why am I nervous

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2 days to go......

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Ahhh why can't I wake up and it's Saturday I miss him

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We are talking about meeting his family 😱scared but they are important to him so I will just makes me sad that he will prob never meet any of mine because we are no contact

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Well my depot is starting well I'm at the CMHT and she is at my flat........ Fuck sake I said at the CMHT

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Depot day tomorrow 2 weeks late.........

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He's booked my birthday off 😍 he was like BTW I booked your birthday off so we could do something Ahhhh.... could I fall any harder for him.....

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Day 2 back at work and I'm not coping I'm crying 😭😭

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Honestly can't wait till Saturday

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Alarm set for tomorrow...back to work I go..... Save me

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What if he is just using me.......

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My brain is having a field day today trying to work out if it's my BPD attachment or if its real with him

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We video chatted for 3hrs today and all I wanted to do was kiss his face 🙈

[bpd at the disco @DeepHydrangeas]

If you don't like me at my bpd lows you don't deserve me at my bpd highs

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Like my BPD brain is telling me this is all too soon but I really like the guy......