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in recov rn

[eru @angelfled]

The most embarrassing getting caught during purging story happened to me tday and it’s been so so so bad that I think this has been my rock bottom so I’m choosing #recovery!!! Can’t keep doing this to myself and my loved ones. Hope I never hop in here again, I wish you all love

[eru @angelfled]

Truth is .. im eating a bit more but im still restricting. The binges r on stuff I don’t even like. And I can’t purge bc I live w roommates who would hear. So. I’ll just get fat iguess

[eru @angelfled]

I’m trying to stop restricting sm to escape the r/b cycle and now I feel like a fattie w no self discipline who also binges

[eru @angelfled]

I’m trying to stop restricting sm to escape the r/b cycle and now I feel like a fattie w no self discipline who also binges

[kitty @cherryflavcals]

what am i doing 22 on edrtwt bro

[eru @angelfled]

How do I explain to a normal person that the idea of my period coming back gives me suicidal thoughts

[eru @angelfled]

@aaliioolii20 JSJDJSA peak referencia

[eru @angelfled]

@aenqwq Omg the cals x piece r incredible I wish my country had this

[𝓀𝒾ℯ ؛༊ @bunilbs]

my body never knowing if it’s gna get hit w a 48 hr fast , 500c omad or a 4000c binge

[eru @angelfled]

WHY did I EVER open up KNOWING I would be living w her in a few weeks I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID

[eru @angelfled]

Im fucked. I live w my bsf who is the only one I opened up about my ed and now she’s clocking me on not eating and idk how to hide it bc we do everything thgtr and it hurts lying to her

[eru @angelfled]

Im fucked. I live w my bsf who is the only one I opened up about my ed and now she’s clocking me on not eating and idk how to hide it bc we do everything thgtr and it hurts lying to her

[eru @angelfled]

Guys im so locked in rn I feel a rush of honeymoon in my blood

[eru @angelfled]

Every time I overeat in the slightest or eat a bit too quickly I get nauseous and vomit comes up my throat … it’s like my body already learned the ritual

[eru @angelfled]

Try 3 months

[chael 🛁 is on a break @chaeloric]

been losing the same 1kg over and over again for the past 3 weeks now

[🧁 @cinnarioroll]

taking the first bite of something you know you’re about to binge on

[eru @angelfled]

@cameronronzzx 800cals on liquid fast??

[eru @angelfled]

@klaudiacrystal Why do we do this omg😺😺

[eru @angelfled]

@Vi1hho Que bonita eres amoooor!!!! Envidia de tu mandíbula tan definida yo en esa posición tengo 5papadas😔

[eru @angelfled]

I won’t purge I won’t purge I won’t purge im healing in healing im healing

[eru @angelfled]

@gentlgutr0t Hiyaaa can I join

[eru @angelfled]

@cabincravings 21 lesbian here🥸🥸🥸 moots? I looove interacting