The most embarrassing getting caught during purging story happened to me tday and it’s been so so so bad that I think this has been my rock bottom so I’m choosing #recovery!!! Can’t keep doing this to myself and my loved ones. Hope I never hop in here again, I wish you all love
Truth is .. im eating a bit more but im still restricting. The binges r on stuff I don’t even like. And I can’t purge bc I live w roommates who would hear. So. I’ll just get fat iguess
Im fucked. I live w my bsf who is the only one I opened up about my ed and now she’s clocking me on not eating and idk how to hide it bc we do everything thgtr and it hurts lying to her
Im fucked. I live w my bsf who is the only one I opened up about my ed and now she’s clocking me on not eating and idk how to hide it bc we do everything thgtr and it hurts lying to her
Every time I overeat in the slightest or eat a bit too quickly I get nauseous and vomit comes up my throat … it’s like my body already learned the ritual