@slimetwinkdeath@zhxenya there can be many reasons some do it just to feel smth some do it for fun or pleasure some people do it bc it’s the only thing keeping them from attempting… sh is often harm reduction for something worse
god im such a fucking loser all i know how to do is self isolate ans then get upset when i’m alone. i wish i had someone to love me so badly but there is nobody out there for me
@casryoane i didn’t even realize i was self isolating until a couple days ago 😀 and i think i’ve been doing it for awhile.. i told my friends and they said “yeah we noticed” 🥲 HOWD THEY KNOW BEFORE ME 😰… i’m trying to teach myself to be content being alone in case everyone leaves
i feel like no one actually likes me & everyone just tolerates me & pretends to accept me if they even bother pretending at all & i am always one step away from being abandoned & discarded & i must be perfect & interesting & fun at all times Or Else
I feel like the main character in kafka's metamorphis, I am stuck as a disgusting creature that isn't able to do anything and slowly everyone around me loses any goodwill or compassion they had for me