sky 🌧

buhhhhh

[porter robinson @porterrobinson]

Refreshing my inbox over and over . Where is it .. Please ..

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Love a craft….drawing a comic……painting on something……learning to knit……potting a plant

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

How will u cultivate ur taste without help from the algorithm. Can u do it without any help?

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Think if I could, I’d just read all day. Need to find a way to turn that into something externally facing though. It’s easy to just retreat and enjoy things in private. So nice and safe

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

2 weeks away from working in a country where I can’t communicate with anyone was honestly super depressing lol. I like the option of going home to my room, seeing my friends, building roots in my city. Idk how ppl travel constantly it makes me ill

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Most firsthand stories, when followed down, are just stories of pain, making choices around how to hold and handle or avoid that pain

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Not to read 3 books at a time but rly enjoying when crack was king. Majority follows people’s lives through the rise of crack’s prevalence. Reminds me that everything in history/in the news/in concept can be reduced down to people’s stories, and actual firsthand experience

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

The most regulating thing for me reading Pema Chödrön. Mainly the concept of opening to all things, seeing everything as fresh vs fixed. Remembering to open up is hard tho

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Noticing on this trip that have a much more active nervous system than my family members. They do not experience as much fear or anxiety or irritation??? And don’t have to regulate constantly. A lot of time here spent on being alone, regulating, recentering

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Reflecting on how when downloading anything w a feed mental health starts being super volatile, everything feels empty and distant. Reading the disappearance of rituals by byung chul han…validating lmao

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Sometimes u remember how so much of what you take in is algorithm recommended. Very much on the hunt for human curated/recommended but a lot of it is tainted by algos

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Why r nepo babies studying at NYU and living in Bushwick when they could b going from beach to beach

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Today’s beach ~

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

I love the way my Uber driver is SPEEDING me to the beach I’ve never gone this fast in a car but he’s valid this is how fast I need to get to the beach

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Imma just chill by the beach the coasts r so nice

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Lowkeyyyy Italian cities have all been dirty and stinky and covered in graffiti and cigarette butts….. it’s giving Russia in the 90s

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

When I was packing for Italy I found a bookmark my dead grandma gave me that said go boldly in the direction of your dreams and like. I so rarely feel like I’m going boldly anywhere. Cried. Didn’t know her well but miss her, and know she never did

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Gonna get rid of every scrollable app while in Italy I hate scrollable app so much keep u from practicing how to sit in your body and not feel shame

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

Would like to go back to school and take whatever seems interesting until everything converges on a concept of a life project worth doing does anyone ever get there and feel sure. How

[sky 🌧 @anonevya]

I hate the pressure of finding a purpose as a person. What da heck is it. To enjoy??? To reduce suffering???