i hate being autistic i hate feeling like nobody fucking likes me and being an outsider at work no matter how long i've been there and i hate being left out of everything because im fucking weird like it actually sucks so bad. it's so bad
Hey so like when does it stop bro . Do I just have to worry about everything forever until I die or do I get the peace of being able to just be . Why does everything and everyone make me feel so out of place. I just want to be happy and it's like everything is a test of will.
I wasn't programmed to be considered in the object permanence of other people's minds. nobody has ever missed me in their life. I'm forgotten the second I leave the situation. That's ok