long time no body check
actually i gained, but somehow i look kinda the same as before gaining those 3kilos back
maybe i finally lowered my body fat. i need to go back to 54 it was perfect weight for me.
currently 57kg bmi 19 fucking shoot me
you know what's my disorder trait?
i never finish anything.
i always need to throw some part of it. even if it's chocolate bar, ice cream, sandwich, carrot u name it.
I'll never finish anything.
is it just me?
but then other girl asked me did you loose weight since joining aviation? (totally opposite gained 4kgs in few months) and proceed to tell me i look so slim and tiny bitch where i currently have 58kgs but made me feel better
so as you may know im flight attendant and this other crew tiggered the fuck out of me
we went out andon the way back we asked her why she didn't come
"i didnt want to eat so i went to sleep"
-why?
"i don't wanna be fat
you bet i didn't eat shit on that 15hr flight back