⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎

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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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˖ ྀྀ ･ 𓂃⠀⠀𝙺𝙴𝙴𝙿⠀𝚃𝙷𝙴⠀𝚃𝙸𝙶𝙴𝚁
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝙸𝙽⠀⠀𝚃𝙷𝙴⠀⠀𝐂𝐀𝐆𝐄.
⠀https://t.co/QZXTben74H

[𝖗𝖊𝖉✞ @_redfeels]

how do i get rid of the shame i feel for being the way i am

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

i need to repeatedly slam my head against a fucking wall

[⋮ ⌗ ʝ 𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐞 @theircaptaln]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐝

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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( * graciously taking the jar . long swig follows . )

jesus . the fuck'd you put in there ?
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[𐙚⋆.˚ 𝐕𝐈͟𝐄͟𝐍͟𝐍͟𝐀͟.͟ @DEATHBYPIT]

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( extended a mason jar of berry wine . )

only have one jar since the others got broken
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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yeah . a lot of everything , really . never gets easier .
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[‍ ‍ ‍ 𝓈ʷᵉᵉᵗ ‍𝓁𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 ‍ † @wingsfell]

⠀⠀ oh no. * 😟 nightmares?

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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uh yeah . . . you could say that .
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[𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚎 @Jackie_OfHearts]

Nightmares…Like usual. What about you?

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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📲 @hlvequeen
💬 i still hate you byw
💬 **BTW
💬 fuck me
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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what's got you up ?
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[𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚎 @Jackie_OfHearts]

I am…

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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on a scale of 1-10 ? i'd say around a negative four .
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[‍ ‍ ‍ 𝓈ʷᵉᵉᵗ ‍𝓁𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 ‍ † @wingsfell]

⠀⠀ sorry, natalie. * 🫢 how did you sleep?

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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can we . . . have that drink now ?
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[𐙚⋆.˚ 𝐕𝐈͟𝐄͟𝐍͟𝐍͟𝐀͟.͟ @DEATHBYPIT]

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mkay ? thats not odd at all
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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not so loud . . . i just woke up . . .
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[‍ ‍ ‍ 𝓈ʷᵉᵉᵗ ‍𝓁𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 ‍ † @wingsfell]

⠀⠀ morning, yellowjackets!

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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uh . . . is anyone still up ?
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[mimi .✦ ݁˖ @cottoncanmi]

i need to kill myself and start over somehow

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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@0UT0FTHEWO0DS she likes girls by the way .
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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i thought it was . okay thanks that's all i needed to know .
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[𐙚⋆.˚ 𝐕𝐈͟𝐄͟𝐍͟𝐍͟𝐀͟.͟ @DEATHBYPIT]

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yeah ? was it not obvious ?
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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yeah sure , after .

you like girls , yeah ?
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[𐙚⋆.˚ 𝐕𝐈͟𝐄͟𝐍͟𝐍͟𝐀͟.͟ @DEATHBYPIT]

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oh hey , nat .
what’s up ? i’ve got berry wine in the process of being made if you want any .
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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hi @DEATHBYPIT i have a question .
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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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okay i will .
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[༝ 𝐽𝐴𝐶𝐾𝐼𝐸 𝐷𝑂𝑊𝑁 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝐿𝐼𝑁𝐸 . @0UT0FTHEWO0DS]

well thats not very helpful ! could you ask her in like … a super nonchalant way that makes it seem like i don’t care but i’m also slightly interested but in a hot and super romantic way like westley from the princess bride ?

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[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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that's the part i couldn't tell . . .
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[༝ 𝐽𝐴𝐶𝐾𝐼𝐸 𝐷𝑂𝑊𝑁 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝐿𝐼𝑁𝐸 . @0UT0FTHEWO0DS]

in a she cares about me way or in a she thinks i’m mentally disturbed way ?

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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she asked me if i thought you were okay
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[༝ 𝐽𝐴𝐶𝐾𝐼𝐸 𝐷𝑂𝑊𝑁 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝐿𝐼𝑁𝐸 . @0UT0FTHEWO0DS]

for fun ? i don’t know